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When things do happen for a reason and you simply can’t get it, you start to question whereas you should stay focused and seek the right path and avoid illusions and rationality that can only lead you to losing yourself.. Thats what happens whenever I visit Athos.. I m lost and found (Zack Hemsey – “Lost And Found (Instrumental)”).
You simply let yourself immerse in the only thing that we keep forgetting in our everyday lives. Him. Faith, that is the only thing that takes a step even when the ladder isn’t obvious. And this is the time that everything becomes clear in your heart initially, as all things in life shall be, and then in your logical brain as thoughts. This transformation of feelings to rationality I find elevating and is a small dejavu of the deep sleep waking up feeling.
There you are in your cell after praying and a memory calls in from a friend thousands of kms away that you can only call him brother. “Panos watch this film, you will cry like a baby in the end” so you do carry that film with you and although your mind says no, you still do watch it. 2 hours later its all connected. The praying, the immerse is feeling now liquid in your soul, and the multidimensional thoughts are becoming one as liquid, and the eyes are opening and the haze is going away. The purpose, the meaning, the whole lot pieces of the puzzle are falling into place and you are found again! In the very same place where you always consider your second home. Rebirth….